"I don't read - I just guess."

Finally been to see the Cardiologist and after a blood pressure test, ECG and lots of awkward getting my tits out I’m all ok and there’s nothing abnormal in terms of my heart THANK FUCK. So I can slowly ween myself off these awful beta blockers over the next few weeks. Can’t stop straight away because I will likely have palpitations. Nice. I think I fell slightly in love with the male nurse who did my ECG. Pretty sure he was gay though. I was the only person in there under 50. Cringe. Mum said everyone was staring when they called my name and I stood up. I never noticed but came out with a complex. Thanks Mother.

So after the good news, I went to Hannah’s birthday bbq planning not to leave too late but I didn’t get home til half 1 and drank a whole bottle of wine to myself. Downed 2 pints of water before bed so luckily I wasn’t hungover for work the following morning. Was pure tired though. But it was worth it to see some old faces back from Uni who I grew up with and catch up.

Came into work yesterday to be told that I’d be having my feet tattooed next week so I’d best get those gypsy heads drawn up tomorrow :)

It’s getting good at work now with the second artist, means I can practice and also get tattooed myself. Yay love my job!

Out again last night and was great to bump into yet more old faces. I practically live at South at the moment. Had a top night as always but I asked Clint for Govinda by Kula Shaker and despite seeming stoked with my request, he didn’t even play it! Not cool. Dropped some Led Zep when I was in the loo though didn’t he! Motherfucker.

Onwards and upwards.

Finally been to see the Cardiologist and after a blood pressure test, ECG and lots of awkward getting my tits out I’m all ok and there’s nothing abnormal in terms of my heart THANK FUCK. So I can slowly ween myself off these awful beta blockers over the next few weeks. Can’t stop straight away because I will likely have palpitations. Nice. I think I fell slightly in love with the male nurse who did my ECG. Pretty sure he was gay though. I was the only person in there under 50. Cringe. Mum said everyone was staring when they called my name and I stood up. I never noticed but came out with a complex. Thanks Mother.

So after the good news, I went to Hannah’s birthday bbq planning not to leave too late but I didn’t get home til half 1 and drank a whole bottle of wine to myself. Downed 2 pints of water before bed so luckily I wasn’t hungover for work the following morning. Was pure tired though. But it was worth it to see some old faces back from Uni who I grew up with and catch up.

Came into work yesterday to be told that I’d be having my feet tattooed next week so I’d best get those gypsy heads drawn up tomorrow :)

It’s getting good at work now with the second artist, means I can practice and also get tattooed myself. Yay love my job!

Out again last night and was great to bump into yet more old faces. I practically live at South at the moment. Had a top night as always but I asked Clint for Govinda by Kula Shaker and despite seeming stoked with my request, he didn’t even play it! Not cool. Dropped some Led Zep when I was in the loo though didn’t he! Motherfucker.

Onwards and upwards.

Stomach feels gross and Motherbear is not digging my ribpiece. “No more” It’s my body/party and I’ll decorate it as I wish/cry if I want to.

Going to be reunited with my beloved Megatron and Joshwaaa in an hour or so and this will cheer me up to the maxxx. They’re the only thing I miss about working at Topman.

BIG LUVVVVVVV

you are not the greatest. Been back to bed for an hour to reajust then think I can go back to work. Never had a panic attack. Never felt as sick as I have since my GP put me on these fucking Beta blockers. Can’t wait to see the Cardiologist on Friday. We need words.

Luckily it wasn’t a bad one. I managed to calm myself down. Felt dizzy, had hot flashes and was very aware of my heart. Roll on Friday.

Dedicating my left sleeve to Ancient Egypt.

…when I eventually get round to it. Still need to crack on with my right traditional arm. New tattooist started yeaterday so it should come to shape soon enough. And James is teaching me tattoo techniques now yay! I’m a bit shakey but gotta start somewhere. I can only get better :)

But yeah, need the obvious Gods, pyramids, scarab beetles, cats and deffo need Queen Nefertiti. She was cool as fuck.

reminiscing 90’s children’s programmes/cartoons with Meg

and listening to Crystal Castles’ discography.

My brain is jelly.

Think I might watch The Moomins in bed.

G’night xo