Found so many awesome tops online and I’m going shopping tomorrow but I probably need to set aside some money for going out Tuesday night…might just take the half a gram of ket I have left and not drink instead.
Woke myself up around 2:30am with the most horrific abdominal pains. Was okay when I woke up for work this morning then I nearly gagged when I was cleaning my teeth and when I went outside and the fresh air hit me I felt dizzy as fuck. So I’ve stayed off work today. Which kinda sucks, seeing as I’ve not had a day off since working at the studio yet. Hoping it’s nothing to do with my high blood pressure situation. I’m probably just obsessing about it but the symptoms are a lot like my dad’s when he has a funny turn. I lay on the couch for a bit and closed my eyes and regulated my breathing but I still felt toss so I went back to bed for a few hours. Still got bangin’ period pains (so no, I’m not pregnant) so I still feel like shit and I’m pissed off that it’s come early. Fucks sake.
Tasha’s coming to bleach my roots later, hoping the smell won’t knock me sick :(
Gonna go and try to eat something because I’m starving. Hopefully feel better tomorrow. I need the most powerful painkillers known to man.
ive not even looked at what each number means, but i saw you wrote that noone will bother, so i am bothering.
hit me with the answers to 6, 15, and 19, boom!
Bless you. Nobody else will bother.
#6 Biggest Turn On’s -
Haha…erm okay I love being dominated, I love being choked and being bitten/scratched. Having sex in inappropriate places is also a massive turn on with the risk of being caught.
#15 A Reason I’ve Lied To A Friend -
Horrible question. I don’t think I would want to lie to someone who was my friend because I’d hate to think that they would lie to me in return. If I did it would probably be a white lie to avoid embarassment or to avoid upsetting them.
19 What I Hate Most About School -
Or what I used to hate most about school seeing as I left 4 years ago. I used to hate Maths and IT. I just had zero interest in them and they bored the shit out of me. I never understood homework in general, I always thought I’d been put through enough work at school and it was just cruel of teachers to force me to do it at home. I also hated being told what to do. I kinda still do. Although I hope not in a brattish way. Just have a problem with authority as it is.
It was all in Tim Burton-esque stop animation. Incredibly dark, but beautiful at the same time. Everything was in fine detail and I could see it all very clearly.
Started off with this couple who are all in love but the years pass and he treats her like shit and neglects her and so she goes into the garden all the time. The garden is large with tall trees and colourful flowers and there is a tortoise with an elaborately patterned golden shell. He leaves the shell behind next to a tree and the wife thinks it’s a seed so she plants it and sits beside it and waters it every day but it never grows. Then I saw all the seasons pass and she slowly becomes part of the tree as if the leaves are shrouding her and it rains and she turns orange in the Autumn then it snows and she’s covered in snow and eventually she dies in the cold still beside where she’s planted the shell. But in the end of the dream it grows into a golden sheet of fabric. The husband walks down into the garden and unravels the sheet and there’s a baby. He realizes what a terrible husband he’s been for neglecting his wife and promises to never let the baby out of his sight.
So I’ve no idea where this dream has sprung from or what’s made me think of it in my absolute mental unstable subconscious mind but I love it and I think I need to illustrate it and pitch it to Tim Burton and make a million buxxx.
On the other hand, perhaps I need to see a psychiatrist.
But they say there’s a fine line between genius and insanity…
In other news I put a tattoo machine together today. Aren’t I clever?
Was a proper girl about it…but I still did it! In a pretty short space of time too :)
But I’ve been having a blonde fortnight. 70% of whatever sentence comes out of my mouth is fucking ridiculous.
After talking about how Diet Coke has no sugar and just sweeteners; “Why does it taste dead sweet if it has no sugar in it then?”
In answer to the riddle;
There are 20 passengers on a plane; 11 are French and 9 are German
and it crashes right on the border between France and Germany, where do you bury the survivors?
I answered “Belgium”.
Firstly, you don’t bury survivors. Secondly, I dunno why I said Belgium, but I said it in the most matter-of-fact tone and confidence. Suppose I thought because it’s near to the two countries.
And last week I was watching a programme about William & Kate with Jamie and Jay and there was an old film of Princess Dianna giving Prince William a massive cuddle but pretty much ignoring Prince Harry. Jay said “Can tell who’s the favorite.” and I replied “Well yeah, he’s (Prince Harry) not hers.”
They both pissed themselves and Jamie said he knew what I meant I’d just gotten it the wrong way round. He’s not Prince Charles’…he would obviously be Dianna’s. I knew what I meant too, just came out completely wrong.
Sometimes I’m not sure how I’ve made it to 20. Natural selection will pick me off soon enough.